Contradiction On a Another Level

Sometimes I think about my choices. I think why I made the choices that I have make. I rethink my decision over and over, but in the end they have already been made. There have been many days that I have wished that I did not do what I did. Just like today, I thinking why in the world did I choose be a Computer Science major. I program below parr at best. Sometimes I see myself as being the most down in her luck person in the department, until I get an "A" of course. Then I don't feel that bad.