Tired in Wonder

Sometimes I can not stand my data structure teacher. I hate that she teaching is not lost to me, but I still find that I am failing. It is me I wonder. Do I not put enough effort in the course. I thin that I just need to slow down. I can handle my hours; I just don't think that I should try. I learn less when I have too much to do. I mean I get it done; I just have do it. I don't know . All I know is that I can not wait for school is out so that I can start the next horror story, my internship. J1!